thoughts on: HER

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Beauty has a name

I knew her once

I listened to her heartbeat a thousand times

But beauty ran away and left me alone forever

She caused more confusion in me

Than hell and Heaven can cause together

And today I said goodbye

12:54am 12/12/02

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All the beautiful you said I was

Ran down my face in streams

And the voice you loved to hear whisper you name

Screamed hoarsely out loud in vain

And every pretty flower on this earth was ugly for a moment

All the memories of sweet love turned nightmarish

And I believe you now, that we weren’t meant to be

1:00 am 12/12/02